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Wednesday, December 31, 2008







happy new year 2009

woke up earlier.
recieved a call from
one of the investigator
from ntuc regarding
my car accident on
12 dec 2009 at punggol.
it was just a follow up
and some investigation.

i was actually hoping that
someone could celebrate
new year with me by
watching firework together
this year.
unfortunately,
no one.

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008










( steve and gary )



( looking retard )


( gary )



( venice )


tuesday, 30 dec 2008

some outdated pictures
taken from venice
on christmas eve.

@ 15:00hrs
met sebastian over at his place.
took a bus down to tampines interchange.
while we will walking up
the stairs to tampines mrt control station,
3 guys in home clothes approached us.
one of them, walked forward
and showed us
his police warrent card.
checking on what cigarette we
were smoking.
sounds lame.
trained down to tiong bahru.

@ 16:00hrs
arrived at tiong bahru plaza.
accompanied sebastian to kfc.
aftermath ivan and wilson came along.

@ 17:00hrs
the four of us
trained down to boon lay.
met up with ivan's
girlfriends and friends.
we went jurong point for dinner.
sebastian and me
then saw melissa with her friend.
melissa from srjc.

@ 23:00hrs
home sweet home.
=)

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monday, 29 dec 2008

2 more days to 2009.

i changed my blogskin recently.
nothing much to blog about.

tired.
sleeping in progress.
=)

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posted at 12:37 AM



Saturday, December 27, 2008


had this short coversation with a friend of mine on msn.

it goes like this...

steve: hey benson
steve: steve here, remember mi?
ben: hi
ben: ya i remember
steve: just to check wif u
steve: do u have any friends from traffic police?

ben: dun haf
ben: y leh?
steve: wanna ask them on something regarding my car accident
ben: oh
steve: nvm
ben: abt wat thing?
steve: i can ask u instead
ben: i see if i can help
steve: ok
steve: let's say
steve: at that point of time... my accident
steve: traffic police did not came down

ben: anyone injured?
steve: due to no one injured n no drink driving
steve: nope

ben: ok
steve: will my licence be revoke or demerit?
ben: wun
steve: won't you mean?
ben: jus exchange particulars with the other party
ben: ya wont
ben: den report to ur insurance company
ben: can liao
steve: but police was there
ben: they will do the necessary action
ben: police was there?
steve: ya
ben: they gt help u all?
ben: as in, attend to u all
steve: they asked mi to make a police statement at a nearby NPC
steve: n the NPC sent over to TP
steve: so wat will happen?
steve: they took my IC n everything down

ben: if no one injured & no drink driving, then license wont get revoked or minus points
ben: tt one jus report oni
ben: jus to inform tp abt the accident
ben: cuz minor accident, they wont handle
steve: but will TP contact mi or something? asking mi down for interview or something?
steve: den go up court?
ben: dont think so
ben: go court is oni when the other party or u want to sue each other
steve: den due to my case, its a hit n run accident...
ben: the other party fled?
steve: yeah
ben: gt stop ant?
steve: nope, it made a U-turn n sped off
ben: did the car stop or jus hit liao zhao off
ben: gt take down vehicle number?
steve: G***** blah blah
steve: couldn't remember
ben: wah
ben: mus try remember
steve: i tried...
ben: cos this one, u can sue him
steve: but just couldn't
steve: so for my case now...
steve: what will happen?
steve: as in, do i need to wait for TP to get back to mi or something? cos i damaged government's property. center divider curb n 1 signboard
ben: TP will investigate
ben: cos hit & run serious
ben: dont worry
ben: cuz u r the victim, so nth will happen
ben: give as much details as possible
ben: den tp will take action
ben: no summon issue to u, den nth happen
steve: ok, at least im feeling safe now...
ben: cos if u demerit or revoke, they will sent letter to inform u ma
ben: rite now, dont haf, den nth happen lor
steve: letter? sound scary
ben: accident this kind of thing hor.. as long as no one injured, just remember take down the other party particulars and license plate number
ben: den report to ur insurance company
steve: ok
steve: so hopefully nothing goes wrong ba...
ben: bt if gt ppl injured or drink driving or govt property damage... must call police
ben: tp shud handle such cases
steve: govt property damage also no revoke or demerit point right?
steve: just check wif u
ben: nope
steve: ok...
steve: thanks...
steve: n last...
ben: they nv ask u pay den nth happen
steve: oh...
ben: cos oso nt ur fault ma
steve: i wanted to ask u whether how much do i need to pay or something...
ben: if need to pay, they will send letter one
steve: oh...
ben: such things, mostly will send letter to u
ben: bt until now, no letters send to u, nth happen
steve: but that doesn't mean, its over right? lol
ben: shud be over liao ba
steve: so wat investigation will they be investigating?
ben: how the accident happen and tt
ben: any witnesses or wat..
ben: something like tt ba
ben: cos if no one injured, they nth much to investigate oso
ben: hit & run, will take some time
ben: u can call and ask them if u want
ben: 1800-547-0000
ben: its an enquiry line

end of conversation...

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friday, 26 dec 2008 ( night )
merry x'mas baby jaden.


to the people who are actually reading my blog.

dear readers,
i really do appreciate if you could
actually tag on my tagboard
with your name and url, so that i could
eventually know that you're reading.
if you're like some passerby or someone,
i wouldn't mind if you could
actually leave down your url.
thanks, regards.


met rion earlier.
rion, my buddy from
my previous company
"space define interior".
before that, i was at home
playing with baby jaden
while webcamming with baobao.

@ 17:00hrs
rion treated me for dinner.
and just after dinner,
he had a hair cut
over at my auntie's shop.

@ 18:00hrs
simei.
rion drove me over to simei
and left for expo.
i then went over
to ivan's house.
slacked.

@ 19:00hrs
simei 106 basketball court.
met alvin, wilson and eugene.
sebastian and venice
came along.

@ 19:30hrs
all of us except eugene who
went home, then took a bus
down to bedok 85 market.
over at bedok 85 market,
the rest except wilson and me
had their dinner while
wilson and me were like
crapping and fooling around.
after dinner,
slacked.

@ 21:00hrs
alvin and me went into
bedok police division hq
while the rest were
outside waiting for us.
alvin then looked for
IO collion.
regarding his case.

@ 22:30hrs
took bus service 17
back to tampines 201.
wilson and alvin left for home.
met up with shaun
together with sebastian.
slacked.

@ 23:45hrs
home sweet home.

good night everyone.
i'm off to bed.

the people around me
are full of selfishness.
this is what i can say.
by causing such shit for you
and leaving such shit for you
to actually clean it for them.
they're just too selfish to
freaking spare thoughts for others.
what are friends for i wonder.
the fact just couldn't be denied.

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Friday, December 26, 2008









friday, 26 dec 2008 ( morning )

went over to east coast
with ravi last night.
aftermath we headed home.
disappointment christmas 2008.

it's been weeks ever since
my car crashed in an accident.
but yet, no respond from
the traffic police.
it is still under investigation.
i pray for my class 3 licence to stay.
althought i've prepared for the worst
which will be licence revoke.
but the fact is that,
god knows that i am innocent.
eyes above see every single
action human does.

new year is 5 days away.
welcome 2009.


11 months and 16 days
for my p-plate to end.

7 months and ? days
to my reservist.

4 months and 18 days
to my 22nd birthday.
=(

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Thursday, December 25, 2008



wednesday, 24 dec 2008 ( night )
& thursday, 25 dec 2008

@ 20:00hrs
i met kayson over at simei
before heading over to tanah merah
to meet up with
shaun, josh and their friend.
we head for plaza singapura.
we then had our dinner over
at plaza singapura.

--------------------------------------------------

@ 22:00hrs
met wilson and his girlfriend
over at plaza singapura.

--------------------------------------------------

@ 22:30hrs
just after our dinner,
we then head over to sahara
without wilson and his girlfriend.

--------------------------------------------------

@ 23:00hrs
arrived at sahara.
ordered 1 jug of whiskey dry
and 1 jug of bourbon coke.
we had strawberry shisha.

--------------------------------------------------

@ 23:30hrs
sebastian and venice came.

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@ 01:30hrs
left sahara for clark quay.

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@ 02:30hrs
luna.
sebastian, venice and me
head over to clark quay.
went over to luna.
there were like so many police,
ssb and cid over at clark quey.
special operation command
were there too.
fight as usual.
they looked so scary.
aftermath, took nr7 home.

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@ 04:30hrs
home sweet home

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@ 23:30hrs 25 dec 2008
sleeping.

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merry x'mas everyone.
=)

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008


wednesday, 24 dec 2008 ( morning )
christmas eve

accompanying sebastian to
hunt for x'mas present.
my mobile phone is still
under servicing.
i guess its gonna take like
ages for it to be done.
whatever.

--------------------------------------------------

lynette wrote me a
comment on friendster
asking me to cheer up.
thanks lynette.
and yet, i have tried
my very best.

--------------------------------------------------

shaun is booking out today.
meeting him later on.

--------------------------------------------------

i'm out.
=)

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008


tuesday, 23 dec 2008 ( night )

tired.
sleeping soon.
=)

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tuesday, 23 dec 2008 ( late afternoon )

2 more days to christmas.
but yet i am not looking forward to it.
christmas doesn't help
me with my stress and burden
that i am facing now.
anyway, i am totally awaken now
for what had happened recently.
lesson learnt.
i'm seeking for someone
to understand me and to be
my listener.
indeed, no one understands me
but myself.

--------------------------------------------------

@ 11:00hrs
met amelia online.
shared her problems with me.

--------------------------------------------------

love?
what about love?
someone once asked me
whether am i single or attached?
i told her, i was single.
she was like, i thought you
were attached or something?
anyway, nice thought.
fate such decide.

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@ 13:00hrs
sebastian came over my place earlier.
slacked around.
looking through today's
newspaper under recruit.
sebastian found a job like finally.
tuition teacher.
happy for him.
but that does not applies to me.
i'm still freaking jobless.

--------------------------------------------------

oh yah, shaun called me.
asking me about everything.
miss him so much can.
his booking out tomorrow 19:30hrs.

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sebastian and me then
met venice and her friend
at tampines 201, n2.
while we were walking
over to the bus-stop,
we saw natasha and ravi.
i went for a hair cut.
damn short can.
=X

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home sweet home.
my mum came into my room
asking me to reduse the volume.
she wants me to attend
some church service on christmas.
after service, some buffet at somewhere.
ticket selling at SGD $22 /-
and my mum actually went to get
for my family.

--------------------------------------------------

i freaking miss the time
driving on the road.
blasting songs on the road.
like some gangster on the road.
haha.
everyone hates my attitud on the road.
and best thing was,
i broke a record of
45 seconds from ground level
to the highest level of a
carpark multi-storey
fareast multi-storey carpark.
=)

--------------------------------------------------

currently,
blasting songs to release stress.
song played: pitbull - the anthem

--------------------------------------------------

the time now is 17:20hrs
meeting sebastian soon.

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monday, 22 dec 2008

@ 14:45hrs
met sebastian over
at his place before
heading over to simei.
we actually walked to simei.

@ 15:40hrs
met up with benny
over at simei mrt platform.
trained down to lavender.
benny collected his
new passport.
it was pretty fast.

@ 16:00hrs
the 3 of us then head over
to beach road.
had our late lunch
before heading over to bedok.

@ 17:30hrs
bedok.
met up with adeline.
my old school friend.

@ 18:15hrs
simei.
slacked over at starbucks.

@ 00:00hrs
home sweet home.

life is back to normal.
public transport.
i just couldn't accept the fact
that i am taking public transport.
squeezing myself inside train during peak hour.
long waiting time for bus to arrive.
whatever it is,
i really need my car.

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Sunday, December 21, 2008



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sunday, 21 dec 2008 ( night )

boredom is killing me.
as i am still stressed over
the car accident which
happened last week.
i just couldn't forgive myself
for what has been done.
can someone just
punish me for being silly?
i'm still awaiting for
my investigation officer
from the traffic police to call.

i'm counting down for the day
that i would be charge in court.

shaun is booking out
this tuesday.
looking forward but yet
still moody at the moment.
thank god that everyone
was safe in that car accident.
the truth is that,
i'm totally not at fault.
can some understand me?
=(

the picture above shows how
shag and disappointed i was.
totally stone.

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sunday, 21 dec 2008

cute picture above.

trust no one.
i hate you for what
you have done to
my life and future.
you call yourself a true friend?
bullshit.
stop avoiding and face the fact.
the truth will soon be out.
we know what you have done.
think about it.
i don't deserved such shit from you.
and soon legal action will be
charge against me.
you've just ruined your
good friend's future.
thanks.
if you people are wondering
whose that good friend,
it's me!
i'm extremely disappointed
in myself for being silly and stupid.

i caused this shit upon myself.
that's it.
fcuk it.

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Saturday, December 20, 2008


saturday, 20 dec 2008

staying at home.
totally broke to the extreme.
i shall rot at home then.
eat and sleep.

slept 4am this morning.
was on msn, chatting with xiao qi.
woke up late, 1pm can.
had my late breakfast.
having my lunch soon.
my mum bought duck rice.
no plans for today.

message for someone.
could you kindly wake up
and stop being a fool.
the girl who you are mixing with
is after your money
and not you.
how silly of you to actually
sell your precious thing
for her but yet get
nothing in return.
i feel abit stupid about it.
think about it.
you have got thousands
of debts to settle.
be smart.
=(

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friday, 19 dec 2008

handphone under servicing.
thanks venice for the phone.

@ 14:00hrs
ivan's house together
with sebastian and alvin.
slacked throughout.

@ 19:30hrs
85 market with
sebastian, alvin, sabrina,
venice and her friends.

@ 21:30hrs
back to simei
before heading over
to e-hub.

@ 23:00hrs
e-hub.
pool and slacked.
together with alvin,
sebastian, sabrina, jackson,
ah tong, aaron, yan yang,
frankie and his girlfriend.
jess and sheryl soon came along.

@ 01:15hrs
home sweet home.

being single makes me lonely.
how i wish, i have got
someone by my side now.
but before having someone
by my side, i have to fulfill
myself by getting back my car.
fate shall decide.
anyway, i haven't been sending
and picking alvin up from work.
haha.

=)

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Thursday, December 18, 2008


thursday, 18 dec 2008 ( night )

met sebastian earlier and we
delivered ham for chrismas
over to ivan's house.
cooked some self-made
special noodle for leonard
together with sabastian.
i was at ivan's house
slacking throughout.
was viewing through
sgcarmart for some car reference.
haven't actually decide
on what car i would be getting.
if there is any car on anyone's mind,
please do let me
know.
met christine and natalie
over at simei fruits store.
christine messaged me
saying that she has
got something nice to give me.
and didn't expect her
to buy me a cute little cake.
how nice of her to
actually buy me something.
thanks christine.
after christine and natalie went home,
i went over to simei street soccer court.
met up with benny and sebastian
before heading over to starbucks.
met angela over at
starbucks together with
sebastian and benny.
and now that i am,
home sweet home.

ok, i was crazy last night.
saw bernice and her friend
along some pavement
while i was onboard de xing's lorry
together with sebastian and watcher
heading to bark's cafe.
and guess what i did?
i shouted her name damn loud.
sorry if my shouting
did shocked you.
that's me anyway.

lastly, i would like to announce that,
i have lost lots of contacts
inside my mobile phone.
damnit.

my gone case phone.
dying very soon.
=(

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( awaiting for 11/11/2009
for my p-plate to end
)


( fierce policeman )


( i miss my wife badly )


( one of my favourite picture )

my life be like

- eh? you're single? ooo,
thought you had a girlfriend! haha
- obviously your so called
wife is in the hospital
from: natalie

- im single...
- i treat my car as my gf/wife
from: steve

i wished to turn back time.
something bad happened recently.
accident was one of
the biggest incident
which happened to me.
for more info, please do not hesitate
to ask me.

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thursday, 18 dec 2008

like finally, i'm home
i miss my bed so much
and of cause, i miss my car too.
i just have to take it easy.
things wouldn't turn
out the way i want.
i just have to accept the fact.

birthday celebration.
i just got home from changi.
after celebrating some
friend's birthday.
drove de xing's lorry
and sent sebastian back
to 201.

oversea business trip ahead.
i'm so desprate for it.
i'll be leaving singapore soon
very soon if only
everything turn out fine.

tp investigation.
i'm currently
under investigation
by the traffic police.
i'm still awaiting for them
to actually get back to me
and it has been a while
ever since the accident happened.

misses.
missing shaun and alfred badly.
booking out soon.
=)

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008


last post

trust no one but god.
i've learnt to cherish my class 3 licence.

i got nothing in return.
disappointment, suffering, stressful,
burden and headach is what i get.
i will just have to face the fact
which i am going to face it
in less than 24hrs from now.

thanks samantha and sebastian
for always being there for me.

thank you samantha for always
being there for me no matter what
and understanding me at times.
you're the only one who understand
me that well and so much.


dear heavenly father,
please protect my friends
when i am away.
praise the lord.
best ahead.

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sorry

sorry people for the disappointment.
your good friend, steve will be away.
for those who knows about it,
please do your part by praying hard.
hopefully everything will go smooth.

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008





judgement day

will be meeting up with the guys
later on at 3.30pm under my block
to settle my car damages.

how i wish, i could turn back time.
=(

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tuesday, 16 dec 2008

add-on photos to sentosa outing.
tomorrow is judgement day.
=(

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