tuesday, 23 dec 2008 ( late afternoon )

2 more days to christmas.
but yet i am not looking forward to it.
christmas doesn't help
me with my stress and burden

that i am facing now.
anyway, i am totally awaken now
for what had happened recently.
lesson learnt.
i'm seeking for someone
to understand me and to be
my listener.
indeed, no one understands me
but myself.

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@ 11:00hrs
met amelia online.
shared her problems with me.

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love?
what about love?
someone once asked me
whether am i single or attached?
i told her, i was single.
she was like, i thought you

were attached or something?
anyway, nice thought.
fate such decide.

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@ 13:00hrs
sebastian came over my place earlier.
slacked around.
looking through today's
newspaper under recruit.
sebastian found a job like finally.
tuition teacher.
happy for him.
but that does not applies to me.
i'm still freaking jobless.

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oh yah, shaun called me.
asking me about everything.
miss him so much can.

his booking out tomorrow 19:30hrs.

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sebastian and me then
met venice and her friend
at tampines 201, n2.
while we were walking
over to the bus-stop,
we saw natasha and ravi.
i went for a hair cut.
damn short can.
=X

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home sweet home.
my mum came into my room
asking me to reduse the volume.

she wants me to attend

some church service on christmas.
after service, some buffet at somewhere.
ticket selling at SGD $22 /-
and my mum actually went to get
for my family.

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i freaking miss the time
driving on the road.
blasting songs on the road.
like some gangster on the road.
haha.
everyone hates my attitud on the road.
and best thing was,
i broke a record of
45 seconds from ground level
to the highest level of a
carpark multi-storey
fareast multi-storey carpark.
=)

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currently,
blasting songs to release stress.
song played: pitbull - the anthem

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the time now is 17:20hrs
meeting sebastian soon.